The Fox Adventure

I know You’re there, even when I don’t feel You.
I know You’re good, even when it doesn’t look that way.
I know that You hurt when I do, that You’ve cried over friends, with friends.
I know that You’re never going to leave me, that when I start to drown, it’s because I’ve taken my eyes off of You.
I know that.
But tonight I’m fighting against the opposite of everything I know is true. All the lies that the enemy swoops in and whispers the second I’m vulnerable.
I’m fighting, but I’m getting tired.
I’m exhausted.
I’m losing the battle.
So Jesus, will You let me sleep and fight for me?
And tomorrow, tomorrow I’ll fight again.
Tomorrow I’ll look for You in everything.
The things that remind me that You are good.
The things that show me how big You are.
The things that prove that You are there.
Even when I can’t feel You, even when I can’t see You, even then.
I believe, help my unbelief Jesus, help my unbelief.

xx. katie