Today marks one month since our house fire.
In a month of devastation, it has been one blow after another: frustration with our short-term rental, my workload at school doubled, a negative pregnancy test, and issues with the furniture rental.
It has left us tired, sad, at the end of our rope, and ultimately angry at God. (Just typing those words gives me the chills.) To be angry at God, where does that leave us?
These last two weeks I have been wrestling with, where to go from here. I don’t want to stay mad at God. I know he can handle my anger and never leaves me – but I don’t want bitterness taking root in my heart.
So what are the practical steps to walk?
Mourn. Yell at Him, share all the things in my heart and mind. AND cling to a hope that only He can provide. During this next year, I don’t want to miss what he is teaching me. No matter how angry or sad I might be, I am determined to stay grounded in His Word.
He will recover every loss and fill it with abundance.
xx katie.
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